Hero

A hero is a person you look up to, an inspiration. And he or she could be anyone. Anyone can be a hero in their own small ways. Some heroes are just not recognized in our society today. The regular persons just doing their part in the society to maintain balance, cleanliness, or even health of each citizen. They are the small heroes that our society that does not full recognize. They only see the people who are of high ranks and that is what they call heroes.

 I consider my parents as a modern day hero for me. Why? Because they gave me when i was still an ankle-biter they gave me my essential needs and even more. They are the reasons why am I here today. If not for them I would not be having a good education, would not have grown with a positive outlook on life. To sum it all up I would not be myself without them. They to me are mind-readers because they know when i am sad, happy or anything. Even though my mom can be a motor-mouth when she is angry and my dad and i are couch-potatoes when we are left alone at home I am forever indebted to them because of the honour that they have given me for i can use my whole life.

That is the reason that I have considered my parents as my modern day hero. I love them with my whole life because they are the reasons that I am who I am today. I owe my whole life to them.

Memories

Everyone wants to be a person that wants to be remembered as a person of superior intellect and a person who has a lot of money. Everyone wants to be remembered as a somebody. But I want to be remembered differently.

I want to be remembered as a person who is a friend to all, a person you can count on and most of all a person that is always happy. I want to spread my happiness to everyone because I do not want to see a person sad especially my friends. Because it also affects me. So I want to spread my happiness to everyone and also I want to help my friends In need of my assistance.

That is why I always smile in class because I do not want to add to their troubles of having to see me in a very bad mood.

What are friends?

Friends what are they supposed to be really? For me friends are the ones whom you share your deepest and darkest secrets, even the most intense of problems. But how can you consider a person a friend if he is a backstabbing liar. Is that what you call a friend, he is supposed to be a shoulder you can lean on, open arms that are ready to accept you for your strengths and weaknesses. He gives advice whenever you need it and gives his opinion when you are asking him. A friend scolds like a father, gives advice like a mother and loves like a brother.

Friends are the only persons who understand you, whom you share your opinions with and who is always there when you have a problem and goes out of their way just to share their opinion to you just to comfort you. They are the only ones who you share your deepest darkest secrets and does not let anyone know your secret whatever happens. They are the ones who will try to sacrifice themselves just to save your friendship or even you.

But what kind of friends do you think you have? The type of friends who will lay their own life for you or the dirty backstabbing humans whom you call friends. Do you still consider him a friend even though all the hardships that he has let you conquer it all alone? Even all the times that he has left you in the dust just to save himself for his own selfish ideas. Is that what you call a friend? Do you still believe that every person can be trusted?

Who will even try to call that person a true friend if he himself does not even respect and love his friends with the love that the friends gave him? Is that a true friend? And when the time comes when you realize that you have found a true friend would even try to at least tell your feelings toward the friend you have. That you have the type of feelings that you cannot sleep at night because you always think about her. The feelings of butterflies in your stomach whenever you think about her. But when it comes to talking with her personally you seem that you start to stutter and start to eat your words while you are talking to her. Would you even try to tell her how you feel if you can’t even talk to her normally without having any problems as if you have nothing to hide?

What if you told her that you love her from the first time that they have met and you feel like she is your world. Without her in your life you would start to crumble and fall and love would just be an insane word just for persons whom feel love towards their partner. But if she told you that she also feels the same way about you but she is still not ready to have a relationship. And when you know it, as time passes by and she will forget the words you uttered and also the promise that she made. But you still kept that promise and never forgot about that because it is like a milestone in your life and it is very important to you. But because she forgot the promise it is like she does not care because if it is also important to her she would never forget it and wait till the right day she is ready.

Friends come in different identities some are friends because they just want to have some. Some just are just your friends because of material things you have if you do not have what they want they will forget you as if you did a big deal out of not sharing any material things those are the worst of all. Some so called friends just want to be friends with you so that they can be one of your closest friends just to learn your deepest, darkest secrets so that he can tell his own friends about you and ruin your own reputation just to uphold their own. And the best type of friends comes when you least expect it some appear as mere strangers from the start and once you tell your secrets to her and she tells her darkest secrets and keeps it to herself then you can consider her your true friend because they are the ones who understand you know your flaws and strengths and accepts it and most of all keep the secrets that you shared.

Bitterness

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Thank you for inspiring my heart for you
But then you tore my heart in two.

The pain lingers in my chest
every time i remember the time we spent at moments best
your smile is so kind
but your eyes are so blind.

To what i want you to see
that i gave all of myself
just for you to notice me
but we still don't see eye to eye about ourselves.

What am i supposed to do
in order for you to notice what i have done for you
i have given my whole life to you
but you still treat me like dirt underneath you.

Three stages of High School...

First stage, grade seven, freshmen,

the youngest of all students.

The ones that are so full of life, hopes and dreams.

And you can see the glow in their eyes because of their excitement and happiness. 

The second stage, grade eight, sophomores,

the life of which is slightly easier because of the lenient schedule,

willing and supportive teachers.

The calmness on their faces because they are no longer the youngest of all students.

The third stage, grade nine, juniors

the self-proclaimed big brothers and sisters "almost". We are almost there, where the fulfillment of dreams is within our reach.

The feeling of excitement.

Two stages done and the third one is on its' way

We just have to believe in ourselves,

believe in the knowledge that we posses.

And most important of all trust God and his plans for us.

Blog #2

First day of being a Junior...

Another year has passed in my life here at CavSci. Now I am one of the students who have survived another year in this place of great learnings I call school. Now that I am a junior, not only myself has grown a lot in the past two years. Even my learnings has grown not only book learnings but also life lessons that will be a reminder of everything that has and will happen in my stay here in CavSci.

Being a junior, we now have our own building intended just for us, it stands alone at the center of the school’s campus, separate from the freshmen and sophomores. Which for me is a start of being independent. A life where I am in charge of my own decisions guided by the school’s rules and regulations.  

When first day of school comes, I have this so called first day of school jitters. I have butterflies in my stomach because of the overwhelming anxiety. Maybe because it was brought about by mixed emotions of fear because I might have strict teachers, excitement because I’ll be meeting my new classmates, and will be seeing my old friends. I also have the sense of curiosity on how much they have grown physically and mentally. At first, it was very hard for me to adjust to the fast paced lessons, multiple activities and the different diagnostic examinations given to us by the teachers. But as the week progressed I have suddenly experienced that my body and mind have become one with the idea that I am already in this class and year level so I have to make the most of whatever I got.

It was a tiring first week but I am thankful that I have passed a week without having any problems. For this year, I promise to do better in doing all of the activities that will be given to me, push myself to the limit and never give up. Put my game face on, it’s time to face my biggest opponent “myself”. Because I believe that my greatest competition in my life is not the people surrounding me but myself. In order for me to be a better student in school and be a better individual in the multitude of students here in CavSci.


Blog #1